FloweryDream
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Sai had spent years sitting in on political discussions and briefings, all intended to impart her with some greater sense of the art so that she could wield rhetoric in the same manner one would a knife. She was, however, not the envisioned scion that her tutors wished her to be. Despite the frustrations, this meeting had, this day had done something such tutors had failed to do in years. She had some greater glimpse, if only for a moment, of what she wanted. That suddenly seemed much more important than this... The drivel of halfway words and implied meanings were so vague and unsaid that nothing could be called out or imparted. She realized too late that she was quickly coming to a stand, politely moving her chair backwards to prevent its scraping.
No, her mind was made up, she was sure of it. Political meanings and implications be damned. She always hated the game of politics, always hated the halfway and hidden heart and the insidious motivations behind even the purest of actions. She had spent these months eyeing the professor with intense scepticism when he was easily the purest of intention human they had the privilege of meeting. The Governor clearly had no concept of such things, no value of them. Her heart spun its few pumps of adrenaline confrontation as she left the half-eaten food where it lay. A shame, it felt rude to leave, but improper to take it. Her mismatched eyes turned to the Governor before spinning to the cook, the one who deserved her excuses first. "I apologize for my rudeness, good chef." She spoke, the haste of nerves tinging her words. She wasn't entirely sure why, the decision seemed to make her elated after all as she took a step back, shuffling her chair back into its spot.
Her skin felt numb-hot, ears burning as she suppressed a giddy nervous smile as she turned back to the Governor. This was taboo, she could feel it. No cultural differences would hide that. "Our people have played politics for countless generations, even before our unfortunate decline." Mouth dry, her glass of water was empty. "But there's a difference between politics and... This game." She admitted with a grimace, the scarred flesh on her face contorting awkwardly with it. "Speak with heart, Governor, or do not speak at all. Those were my father's words, not mine." She paused, glancing at her two companions. Amisra, she could hardly call a companion, and Gwaed, someone she had spared sparse words at most.
"I'll not make the decision of my fellow kin. Their will is their own, and our will is not that of our people. You'll find that the community heart is not so easy to hold in the palm of your hand. Take care, lest you find its weight too great a burden." She turned abruptly, with little intention of being convinced otherwise as she walked back towards the door she had entered from.
In the first meeting, the Governor had lost whatever grip it planned to have on Sai.
No, her mind was made up, she was sure of it. Political meanings and implications be damned. She always hated the game of politics, always hated the halfway and hidden heart and the insidious motivations behind even the purest of actions. She had spent these months eyeing the professor with intense scepticism when he was easily the purest of intention human they had the privilege of meeting. The Governor clearly had no concept of such things, no value of them. Her heart spun its few pumps of adrenaline confrontation as she left the half-eaten food where it lay. A shame, it felt rude to leave, but improper to take it. Her mismatched eyes turned to the Governor before spinning to the cook, the one who deserved her excuses first. "I apologize for my rudeness, good chef." She spoke, the haste of nerves tinging her words. She wasn't entirely sure why, the decision seemed to make her elated after all as she took a step back, shuffling her chair back into its spot.
Her skin felt numb-hot, ears burning as she suppressed a giddy nervous smile as she turned back to the Governor. This was taboo, she could feel it. No cultural differences would hide that. "Our people have played politics for countless generations, even before our unfortunate decline." Mouth dry, her glass of water was empty. "But there's a difference between politics and... This game." She admitted with a grimace, the scarred flesh on her face contorting awkwardly with it. "Speak with heart, Governor, or do not speak at all. Those were my father's words, not mine." She paused, glancing at her two companions. Amisra, she could hardly call a companion, and Gwaed, someone she had spared sparse words at most.
"I'll not make the decision of my fellow kin. Their will is their own, and our will is not that of our people. You'll find that the community heart is not so easy to hold in the palm of your hand. Take care, lest you find its weight too great a burden." She turned abruptly, with little intention of being convinced otherwise as she walked back towards the door she had entered from.
In the first meeting, the Governor had lost whatever grip it planned to have on Sai.